Lately, I’ve Been Bothered
I don’t know how and why i felt suddenly so depressed and all that. But i know I’ve been holding something for quite a long time but i didn’t bother tackling it, i mean, sometimes it’s better to drop it than dwell on it. Now, I’m bothered..yah..didn’t make any difference…the whole “drop it” thing.
You know what’s relieving? It’s when you let it out and someone tells you it’s gonna be okay. Everything’s gonna be okay. Now, i have to believe that. To spare myself all the trouble of being preoccupied every now and then, though. i didn’t have to believe that person. Truth is, I never even wanted to believe him, either. What he said was all that mattered enough for me to believe.
I’m still bothered…but too relieved to bother thinking about that.
